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About Me Digital Art / Student Official Beta Tester BarnCattUnited States Groups group avatar #ManipulateThis
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6 deviants said You should be able to get in with the art you are creating currently
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Journal Entry: Fri May 4, 2012, 1:09 PM
Right.  I guess I want to talk a little bit about my life lately.  not in OMG my life sucks - give me attention type of way.  But, I do want to get some stuff out and let at least my closer dA-friends know what's been going on.

The short version for anyone who wants to stop reading here, is I've been diagnosed with social phobia/anxiety, major depression, and bipolar.

So there you have it.  I'm mentally ill.  Most of the time I'm in pretty much a deep dark depression, which explains the lack of art recent.  I swung into mania the other day so I'm bursting with energy right now and just might get creative tonight.

For those of you who are still reading this, I am getting help (finally).  I started an antidepressant a couple of weeks ago, though it hasn't kicked in yet.  I'm also meeting with a professional counselor.

My life has been torturous as of late.  Just in case you wanted to know.

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Rebecca
Artist | Student | Digital Art
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Currently studying Web design at a local community college with plans to eventually transfer to a university and study internet studies or graphic design. I'm 16 years old and living in North Carolina. My main love is my horse. He was formerly abandoned in somebody's field, and after a couple years of working with him at my riding instructor's house I finally bought him. Also I'm vegan. I love cats and pretty much animals in general despite being allergic. I also have my own jewelry business.
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Thank you for my Llama badge:-)

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~ChasingButterflies22 May 8, 2012  Student Photographer
thanks for the llama! :)

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^UnicornReality May 5, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
:blowkiss: Thank you for the watch! Sorry my greeting is late, I am a bit useless at times! :heart:

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Thank you for the :+fav:! :blowkiss:

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~Edge0Distruction Apr 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Grat art! Thanks for the lama!!!

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=Cmac13 Apr 27, 2012   General Artist
:iconthanksllamaplz: badge :icongoldendaplz:

:iconllamajumpplz: now we're :iconcrazyllamaplz: linked

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~ElfOfVirtue Apr 27, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for the llama ^^
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thanks for the :+fav::iconlintu47:
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~delino0omade Apr 26, 2012  Student Digital Artist
Thanks for the llama :happybounce: :squee:

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